Today’s the day my forever 2 year old should be my 6 year old.
Today’s the day I picked up a blow up birthday cake for a decoration my forever 2 year old will never see.
Today’s the day I stood in front of the ice cream section in the super market buying ice cream to go with the cupcakes he will never eat (and started crying – today’s the day I’m thankful for having to wear masks).
Today’s the day we release butterflies into the sky to surround us in comfort because we don’t have you here to hug.
Today’s the day I celebrate becoming a mom and also mourn the only mom life I knew with the one who made me a mom.
Today’s the day I cry because you’re not here.
Today’s the day I smile because you’re mine.
Today’s the day for all of the what if’s and would’ves.